life these days feels rather bland. my time is filled with things like work and comedy central. i cook occasionally and clean even less. some times i pull out a pen and think about writing in my journal. i go out every now and then with people i enjoy. still there's been a sort of monotonous tone to life as of late.
i can't say its a terrible thing. i still enjoy life, especially the small moments when i can just breathe and know that as awkward as this pose life has taken feels its a necessary part of the process. i've spent days past wishing for the bland and boring. those days when my heart is breaking and overwhelmed,when its difficult to breathe and even more difficult to believe that he is "making all things new."
so i'm taking this for what its worth. inhaling normality and exhaling my unreasonable expectations of what these days should bring, but still waiting for the fresh air of unpredictability that is sure to come my way. soon.
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