not gonna write you a love song

everything is either over done or not done at all. i don't know how to help my heart. pretty sure i'm doing it all wrong. no idea how to stop the ache. neosporin and morphine for the heart. soothe the ache and heal the wound in record time. but i can't get that over the counter. i feel i would cry for days if life allowed me the time and privacy and i feel i might let my heart grow caloused otherwise. i'm tired.